Everyday it's like I feel further away. I'm passed the wanting other people, it's more than that, I'm happy just me to be honest. I'm not even sure if that makes me sad, except that yesterday I was writing a song about you and it brought a tear to my eye to think I might not feel the same any more. I wish I still had a mentor, guidance. Is this normal ? Will things be all right again ? If I ask for space will he ever be the same again?
I think I might have to. I think I need to sort myself out before I can know for sure. This is my fault and I know I care about him, I'm just messed up in the head. I need to break through and I think seeing what life is like without him will help me.
:( I just hope that space is something he understands.
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